This is the personal blog & inside look at the mind of Michalla Smart. This at one point was my main blog and contained many a graphic image showing the pain and suffering of eating disorders, self harm, depression, and suicide. All such has since changed after I found out I was pregnant and have become a mother. My beautiful daughter, Luna Janet Grace Smart, born September 6th, 2013, and my amazing boyfriend, John, have changed my life around completely. I have been clean from cutting since July 14th, 2013, am free of antidepressants, and am healthy 125lbs and 5'8". This blog is pretty much a ramble of my daily thoughts and just things I like and believe in. If you would like to follow my family life more in depth then click on "Follow My Family".